parole

my brother sees the parole board today. everybody is optimistic. everybody is guarded.

tommy has been away for five years now. he has has missed 6-11 of little tommy's life. (he has missed 2-16 of his older son levi's life, but that is another story.)

don't ask me what tommy did to end up in prison. i don't know. i know about the running from the law and i have some idea about some past activities and i know what he was incarcerated for in nevada but i don't know why he was extradited back to colorado after serving two years in the silver state. i don't want to know.

in the past i have asked tommy what got him into trouble and he has himmed and hawed and looked away and smiled, exposing a mix of shame and pride and reluctance to share. and that was that.

for me what's done is done. i want tommy to get out of prison and to become a positive force in the lives of his sons. i look to the future.

the parole board will know exactly what tommy did, why he is imprisoned. when they look at him they will see the tattoos and the hardened exterior. in his file they will see his gang affiliation and perhaps his status within the gang.

i have no idea what criteria the board will use in determining tommy's fate. i guess they will consider his record since he has been on the inside. i suppose time served will be a factor. i assume they will take into account his original crime or crimes.

i hope they will be fair. i hope they will consider their own sins of the past. i hope they read the letter i sent them and i hope they appreciate how i shortened it out of respect for their busy lives.

here is the letter i faxed to tommy's parole officer last week to be presented today to the people who are to consider paroling him.

January 4, 2006
Faxing to (719)555-4168
Esteemed Members of Parole Board,
I have condensed a much larger letter into the following bullet points to entreat you to consider my brother for parole. I appreciate your consideration on Tommy’s behalf.
· Tommy has been absent for five of the most fundamentally important developmental years of his son’s life.
· It will be a challenge for Tommy to reassert himself into Little Tommy’s life and effectively parent him again so that Little Tommy can avoid the mistakes of his father, but it is important Tommy gets home and gets involved and becomes a force for positive change in the life of his 11-year-old son.
· Tommy has assured me he will do his best regarding his family and abstain from committing any acts of crime in the future and I believe him.
· My trust does not come easily. Tommy takes it seriously. I have never written a letter on his behalf, nor would I again if he were to let my nephew down.
· I am 40-years-old, (five Tommy’s senior,) and I have a 14-month-old daughter Tommy has not yet met, and I am getting married for the first, (and hopefully only,) time of my life on May 6, 2006, in Claremont, California, and I am hopeful my brother can attend this occasion and meet his niece; Terra Tresina James.
· Tommy and I have never met our biological fathers and our mother spent her life incarcerated before dying of a heroin overdose when Tommy was 15-years-old. This is no excuse but I hope you recognize statistical likelihoods and will consider giving Tommy the chance to change the direction of his life.
· I cannot guarantee Tommy’s future behavior but I promise you I will do my best to influence him positively as it relates to abstaining from his former ways. I am always available for my only brother and I mean to help.
Thank you so much for your time and consideration. Please feel free to contact me for any reason at all.

Sincerely,
Michael J James

i hope my letter helps.