Friday, April 27, 2012

despair

i want to embrace despair. i don't want to run or hide from it. i want to live through it, experience it, see where it leads me.

if i am to achieve satori one day i know it won't come from therapy. after all, who emerges from therapy enlightened? no, i'll take my lot as is. it feels right that i should despair. when i feel weak i am inclined to explore it, and grow.  i know too, it is the opposite to elation and i can only feel the two in equal proportions. 

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